Just now I managed to create a new page on my website, and you know what? It isn't bad. Why not? People don't know who I am, and why not speak out all my thoughts to strangers. You know I just need a safe and private space right now. But there should be a testing period for this. So I will come up with some ideas later to see how it works.
I mentioned just now that my life is in a kind of turmoil and mess. First, I am a graduate sutdent fresh from college. I am with a new working place but I am not fully satisfied with my first job(maybe everyone feels the same way). Second, I have never really had a formal romantic relationship up till now. So I am seeking chances to find the right person for me. Anyway, life is pretty tough for me right now. I simply need someone's care.
Not very long ago, I happened to meet a guy whom I found quite interesting. I even thought I was kind of in love with him. But that was just my willful thought, 'cause this is almost impossible for me. He is going to another farway country to pursue his study THIS WEEK! Yesterday was the Valentine's Day in my country, and I felt so heartbroken.
Right now, I am just talking myself out of that fancy. Maybe that was just a mistake, to have met a wrong guy at the wrong time. So I will look up to my future, and start my life anew after his departure and try some other places for new places.